i’ve discovered
i ain’t apathetic about nothin’.
my problem is,
apparently,
that i
care too much
about every
single
little
thing
that crosses my path.
i only sound apathetic
because i’m so very tired
of caring.
i’m so very tired.
how have you changed in the past two years.
oh wow. well, everything and nothing at all, really. i’d like to think i’m more outgoing and confident. but then again, i think i’ve really lost a lot of my drive and ambition. i’ve come to realize that so many things i want to do really aren’t possible at this point in my life, if ever. i guess, to put it simply, i’ve become more jaded. i’ve lost so many, if not all, of the fucks i gave hahaha. then i wanted to have my life planned out and know where i was headed. i still want that now, i’ve just come to realize that’s not really even possible. now i’m just taking things day by day.
someone who fascinates you.
this is really bad, but i’m terribly fascinated by people considered disgusting by most. take charles manson, for instance. granted, he did get a number of followers to believe he was the messiah and that they should all murder those people. but even that to me is fascinating. that man is so inherently intelligent. there’s so much truth in so much he says, even though there’s obviously something off. even just his mannerisms and the way he says what he says. i don’t know. it’s just so interesting to me.
as a bonus, here are some thought-provoking charles manson quotes:
“All your children would come to me, because they never had anyone to tell them the truth.”
“You got a thousand insecurities and you got rules on rules and you got regulations on rules and you got regulations on regulations, then you got all your slaves locked on the dollar bill and then you escape into the radios and escape into the television and then *laugh* you fade away and die.”
-Charles Manson
apocalypsepoet:
What’s the point
In these words..
So empty and hollow
My world is,
And nothing
Is coming of all this
So-called ‘creation’.
Maybe your unanswered prayers
Have fallen not on deaf ears,
But those of a long past
Shotgun diecide.
how do you feel about people disrespecting their parents.
as a general rule, it’s unacceptable. of course, not all parents are model citizens, and there’s even scumbags out there who do not deserve the privilege of being a parent. i also know that as teenagers, we’re all going to have disagreements with our parents and every relationship with them is obviously not perfect. but i think that in general, if you’re constantly disrespecting them, you have no right to complain when they do something about it. our parents all do more for us than we could possibly imagine, and to treat them badly unjustly in return is not okay.
one of the nicest things anyone has said to you.
well, my best friend is always writing nice things about/to me in my birthday/holiday cards. i can’t think of anything in particular, but i’m sure the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me was in one of those somewhere.
Someone wrote a song about me and posted it on youtube, it’s wildly overrated, when you break up it makes life more awkward. =/
hahaha, awkward. but yeah, obviously that’s not the ideal scenario. i’ve just always had this stereotypical thing for band guys and i couldn’t really think of anything else. i don’t have a tendency to dream big. so yeah… bahah :P
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